Why were you so horrible to me? All I ever did was love you more than I loved myself. All I wanted was you. Was that too much to ask for?

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      They tell us to guard ourselves, to not fall in love too early, to comprehend that actions speak louder than words. But why is it with you, I put myself in a vulnerable position? 

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          But I can’t seem to get over you. Even though I was the one to leave you. How could you go running back to her? The girl you cheated on me with. How could you be with her and still claim to love me. Yet you say that wasn’t meant to hurt me. How foolish could I be?

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          Why her? I seemed to ask myself this for a while. But then I realised that she made you feel something that I couldn’t. 

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          Your cruel words affect me in strange ways. Why is it your words can make me feel the happiest but also the lowest I’ve ever been. Why do your words have that strength over my emotions. You make me feel helpless. You make me feel ecstatic. Which is it today? Which strings do you wish to pull today? My heart isn’t a toy to be played with. I am also human.

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